Joseph_R_Thomas
October 14th, 2003, 02:43 AM
hi...:(
my attachment will be starting on the 20th October 2003..
i was asked to go to my school and collect the letter today...
i went and the guy gave me the letter without a blink..!
and when i asked "Sir..wat company is this?" he said..its a manufacturing company...
i felt as if he had ripped the heart out of my rib cage braking all my ribs...:(
i felt my lungs melt down in my body and i couldn't breathe for a minute..
at that point i felt so much rage that my body started shivering...
but then i remembered the advice given to me in CG by ppl here...
i started to settle down...
then came another sentence that tore open my chest and prayed salt inside...
"But don't except all IT job.."
i said to myself u call MRP and ERP IT jobs?
"you may have to do things like physical couunting cause its a inventory firm...Physical work is part of the job!"
"we have gone thru a lot to get u this job..."
that was it...what i felt is undescribable...rage covered my eyes and i had a strong urge to -i have no idea, dunno what-
i came out of his office with a black face...
in my head were the pictures of me trying the very best to be the first in class...all the appreciations of my teachers..all the praises i'd heard...
so much hard work..so many dreams..all to do physical inventory job for my attachement?
the attachment that i always though would be something that could go in my resume...something that would gimme some experience in programming..somehthin that would get me started on my career...
now what am i supposed to write in my resume?
"Experience in physical counting of inventory"
"Experience in being made a jack*ss"
"Experience in bangin head against the wall because of school"
"Experience in cursing for a week continuously"
maybe i should get admitted in a mental institute...
sorry if i was rude above....i have no idea what to do:(...i feel very lost..i dunno wether to go home or to loiter in the streets...
sorry to paste my lamenting...:(
my attachment will be starting on the 20th October 2003..
i was asked to go to my school and collect the letter today...
i went and the guy gave me the letter without a blink..!
and when i asked "Sir..wat company is this?" he said..its a manufacturing company...
i felt as if he had ripped the heart out of my rib cage braking all my ribs...:(
i felt my lungs melt down in my body and i couldn't breathe for a minute..
at that point i felt so much rage that my body started shivering...
but then i remembered the advice given to me in CG by ppl here...
i started to settle down...
then came another sentence that tore open my chest and prayed salt inside...
"But don't except all IT job.."
i said to myself u call MRP and ERP IT jobs?
"you may have to do things like physical couunting cause its a inventory firm...Physical work is part of the job!"
"we have gone thru a lot to get u this job..."
that was it...what i felt is undescribable...rage covered my eyes and i had a strong urge to -i have no idea, dunno what-
i came out of his office with a black face...
in my head were the pictures of me trying the very best to be the first in class...all the appreciations of my teachers..all the praises i'd heard...
so much hard work..so many dreams..all to do physical inventory job for my attachement?
the attachment that i always though would be something that could go in my resume...something that would gimme some experience in programming..somehthin that would get me started on my career...
now what am i supposed to write in my resume?
"Experience in physical counting of inventory"
"Experience in being made a jack*ss"
"Experience in bangin head against the wall because of school"
"Experience in cursing for a week continuously"
maybe i should get admitted in a mental institute...
sorry if i was rude above....i have no idea what to do:(...i feel very lost..i dunno wether to go home or to loiter in the streets...
sorry to paste my lamenting...:(